joyousmenma93 (joyousmenma93) wrote,

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What am I going to do?

I don't know what to do anymore. People think I'm ignoring their concerns about TwiPre, but I'm not! I just revised chapters 1-14 and 29, and I plan on redoing other chapters! I'm sick of people thinking I'm trying to "punish" my characters! I'm not! I'm not! That's not what I'm trying to do with them!! My story has a happy ending!! The message I'm trying to send with my story is to never give up, even in the face of soul crushing hardship from both monsters and daily life!! I'm trying so hard to revise my story, but now I know I'll never live this down no matter what I do! I say I wanna be a writer, but if I can't even write ANYTHING sensitively, then why am I even writing in the first place?! I don't want to give up on TwiPre and I do want people to like it and I do want to fix its mistakes, but now I don't even enjoy working on it anymore!!

Sorry. I just really need to get that out. I'm not looking for pity. That's just how I feel. I should never have written my trashy hackjob piece of s***. All it's done is offend people and make them mad. I can't believe I even did all of this!!

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