I don't get it! What am I doing wrong?! Or is it me? Maybe I'm the problem? I'm seriously crying right now. I don't want to go through all these hoops and go through all this sign up and become a member crap. I just want to work, make money, and support myself and my family. That's all. Nothing fancy.
In fact, not just not being able to get a job, it seems everything I do makes everyone around me angry, even when I'm trying to be nice and help! Almost everything around me seems to either bother me or set me off, and anything I do makes SOMEONE mad no matter how hard I try! I don't get it! I seriously don't get it. I'm trying really really hard...and it never seems like enough. I'm not perfect. I know I'm not. But...I can't stand it! Am I the problem?! I...I just don't get it...why can't I do anything right? Why can't I land a job? Why can't I...be perfect, like everyone wants me to be?